i hung out with friends. i dont even really wanna hang out with anyone. that sounds mean. its like im pushing people away its like i dont even wanna do anything anymore. im such a dick. i only hang out with nary i enjoy hanging out with nary, shes one of my close friends that i only hang out with and talk to daily? when theres something we text each other or blah blah. i dont really keep in touch with any one as much, but sometimes when my mood switch i end up writing on people walls (facebook) just to see how they are. i dont really enjoy going out as much no more, i rather hang out with one person. i been hanging out with tai. shes my wingman, we need to go meet the ladies! :) i wanna meet new people, more gay people. im excited for san francisco. we got shit down. one day. what sucks im not even 21 to go gay bars with tai and her friends =/. its okay. back to what i was saying, i hate making plans and going out alot. i feel boring now. i hate it but i like it? if you tell me plans like a week ahead i wont bring it up, ill just say i forgot or something. i hate that about me. i guess.. i dont enjoy hanging out with people as much no more, or depends who you are? i get annoyed. i usualy make excuses if i dont want to hang out, i have to admit that. hahahaa... fuck it i guess.
"pushing them away......far far away."
xxo.pat
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