2011 goals?

i guess you can say goals? nothing hard just the simple things. something  i can accomplish or will try my best. if i don't accomplish don't be disappointed in me, i should be myself.... not you.

be happy.
appreciate and show it.
spend more time with family
loose about 20 -25 pounds <-- HAHAHAHA
ride my bike more often
start eating a "little bit" healthy
save at least 500-1000 dollars
loving someone.
maybe find myself a girlfriend :)

theres nothing more, i mean its just simple stuff. 

happy birthday marshe'

Happy Birthday to my lovely baby's mama Marshe Harris! Today is your speacial day so enjoy it and i know your about to get that birthday sex! nah im just kidding =] but happy birthday and best wishes! miss and love you! Dick your old, 20 years old! damn ! ;) we are growing up! ahh.

Just want to let you know, even though we dont hang out as much we understand each other. we talk to each other when we have time. =] no arkward feelings i love you! im glad i met you at dbm. we weren't even close, and all of sudden we are close! i forgot how we met, but im glad that we did =] you understand me and i understand you! oh yeah i love your house! haha !! i love your restroom...! remember movie night at your house? oh gosh you guys had to watch something scary! i miss you ! we need a hang out with me you and kevin liu liu! =] remember riverside!? KID CUDI! god damn! that night was so fun! hahahaha we couldnt sleep till like what? 3? 4? and we had to wake up at 7? but end up waking up at 8ish?  remember that kick back we went to and hotboxed in the car? omg that night was fun! hahahahaah when were high we understand each other WAY more, hahahha so much laugh attacks and gabby driving 50mph on the damn streets! just wanted to let you know i love you bitch! =]

p.s you need to take more pictures with me whore!

Xxo -pat!

ART WALK.

i went to the art walk on thursday! last of the month! yay
it was fun i walked it from my house with aldrich.
saw dbm friends, so many good looking people.
took few pictures, should of took more.
i wish i was twenty-one. music was great.

Nancy Party

last night i went to nancy party, first i was feeling all iffy iffy. didnt feel like going cause i was still sick. nary picked me up got to nancy we were there early. helped her out and then what was funny is some girl name Nessa i met over there asked me "are you one of their brothers?" i said "oh no just a friend." when i got outside she comes and asks me "Wait.... are you a girl?" my response "haha yeah i am." she was like "Oh im Gay." Then she asks me and shy are we a couple lol later i introduced her to lucy and she asked me is that your girlfriend? i was like no i dont have no girlfriend im Single! hahaha  it was cool but arkward? im not mean or anything it just that i think she kept coming to me and telling me wierd stuff like "do you want me to cpr you cause your coughing i dont want you to choke." "my bra is falling haha i should just strip." i was just like." haha." she was following me EVERYWHERE. Once i try going away to talk to a friend she comes and she goes "hi...." then she grabs me and touches me. i felt so arkward. she kept saying "your so cute. i love your red beanie." i just went and hid for awhile and bam she comes out of no where and asks for my number and i was like "fuck i forgot my number... hold up let me think." i was going to give a fake number but i gave my real number. GUESS WHAT? she called me when i was at the party........... WTF. that was kinda wierd i didnt pick up. Continue to the party overall it was cool because i got to see people and i havent seen alot of people lately. The Dj lagged because he forgot a cord -____-. Margee and I went to the dance floor and just danced and bam he called me over and guess what I know him! hahahaha small world. i met him thru Lions Den. he said i was his best customer hands down! hahaah Yee! I think Margee and I danced the whole night it was fun, we were mostly messing around and later aldrich came and boogie with us, then more people came! It was fun. everytime i coughed i felt like throwing up -_-. I keep holding it in, but while we were dancing i was sweating i felt better haha. Nancy sure was gone!

"Her party is like a tradition." - margee
its funny cause i think thats true, since she always have parties and people look forward to it. :)

December First.

Geez last night i knocked out around 8pm and I had a dream more like a damn nightmare! I woke up at texted Fat and told him about it cause he was in it! -__-. So here is my Dream.


ok so me and fat were hanging out well i was driving and he was driving we decided to go over to whiteknoll to hang out i dont know why lmfao, and we were gonna park then we saw at the end of a the street a beat up van pull up and a beat up looking El Camino and just stop and faced us and fat said "fuck i think they bout to do something lets just go back home" right when he said that we said ok peace and he drove up the hill and i drove down the hill ! then when i was behind my alley the two car trapped me and got me and tried to kidnap me and i was screaming for help and no one heard me and i started calling my neighbor dad because his window was right there and he ran down and helped me and the two men ran got in the car and drove off! When i got home i got all paranoid and i locked all the doors and window and everything. the end

thats how it ended i woke up kinda sweaty i was scared hahahahaha its hilarious when i read the text i sent him ! cause shit it was scary and i had to wake up at 5 to take my sister to work, i really thought the dream was real. this keep happening to me! Inception -__-.

he replied by saying "lmaoooo i didnt leave you! you just got caught sucka! haha nice story thought  next time dream of me a little more macho and hero-like k thanks haha goodnight patty!"