i feel bad.

Ok so last night I abused my twitter with how I was feeling! I was so pissed off because guess what I was sleeping and all a sudden my grandma comes out of no where and bang on our doors and she comes to me and says "can I sleep with you? I'm a homeless I have no where to sleep. Please?" I looked at her and said "really? Right now? I'm so big." it was so hard saying no. So I just said yeah ok she said it was for only one night because she is going to share a place with someone. ok so the story is that its not that I dislike her or anything I really do love her, its just the way she lies. Don't ever lie I hate liars! I repeat hate! She always come to our house just to ask my dad or mama for money then she asks me even when I didn't had a job. She asks everyone! She always takes the money and goes gamble with it ! Its like ok you ask for money cause you said you have no gas and you go gamble it all away? So crazy! Ugh. So while I was sleeping I really do move and like my space. I didn't had much room cause I felt kinda wierd cause she was hugging me and I couldnt turn and all that. I didn't even sleep!! When she was hugging me she was like praying and I just felt wierd. But the next morning I was not in a good mood I was like mad cause I had to take my sis to work at 5am then I come back to sleep for few hours but it takes time cause its hard for me to go back to sleep. All of sudden my sis calls me and said can I go back and work cause the boss had to do some thing wowowowoww so I went back and forth with no sleep -___-. I was so moody in the morning when my grandma was leaving she said thanks to my mom and said bye to us and she sounded real sad. She left around 8ish to go to the casino! When she was leaving I notice her voice sounded like she was crying. I felt so sad when I heard her say bye like she was not wanted in the house. Eh. Its her fault though we gave her a chance before but she moved out of here. Guess what though at the moment she's sleeping on my bed ! Ugh now I have no space! Its like when I get home from work I wanna get home and sleep on my bed you know? But I hope tomorrow she sleeps in the living room. Also I even feel more bad cause right now I'm sleeping with my sister and my grandma was asking me your not going to sleep with me? I said no ill sleep with kym I need more room she looked so sad and she just said I won't come back tomorrow. Ahhhhh makes me feel like the bad person damn.